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Has your submission increased or decreased over time? Have you ever had to renegotiate your submission due to a change in your feelings or circumstance?
Honestly, I can’t say if my submission has increased or decreased over time because I don’t really see it as a sliding scale. I see it as a revelation. I know that I’ve found more and more that I can allow myself to be submissive in, things I can surrender to KnyghtMare because of my trust and commitment to him. While it may appear to everyone else that my submission is increasing or deepening it’s more likely that I feel I’ve just found more of myself.
KnyghtMare and I are always negotiating where we see our dream going. I am certain that is why we continue to be strong and joined by the strongest bonds. Sure that means we haven’t had any major failing or that we’ve struggled with our dynamic. It’s been one of the more effortless things I’ve done, to be his and to learn all that I am for him.
Don’t get me wrong, submission is work, but it’s been so rewarding that it feels like the work is nothing. I continue to reveal more and more of me I should be, I was meant to be for him. That’s the raw truth of it.
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