My Mistress just recently had a hysterectomy, so I have to take care of the house, and the child. I've never done this by myself and she is very very ocd. In the past three days I've worked harder on the house than I ever have in my life, and when I think I might have done a good job, it still doesn't please her. All i want is one little smile, to know that something, anything, is making her happy. But when I told her this she blew up and told me to move out if I couldn't handle it. I don't know what to do! I love serving her and I love her more than life itself and I feel like the walking dead without her. How can I be happy with myself and my work if it's never good enough?
If She has very high standards and is used to doing these things for Herself, it must be very frustrating for Her to be incapacitated and unable to do anything. It is probably also hard for her to have her slave doing the things that she feels are her responsibility. On top of that, she is in pain and recovering from major surgery. Try not to take it too personally. Do your best and don’t be disappointed if She doesn’t praise you, or you can’t please Her right now. As soon as She is better, things will go back to how they were before Her surgery. Then you might want to talk about how you both handled this to see if there are things that you could do in the future that might help things go more smoothly.